He walked through the dry, crowded streets
of Tear, glad to be among so many strangers. In the wharfs,
he had no such anonymity. There, they knew him to be a smuggler,
but here, he could be anyone. A lower-class peddler perhaps.
A student even. Some people even pushed against him as he
walked past as if to say, "We would not dream of being
so rude as to acknowledge that you don't belong here."
Seryne Relas was not in any of the taverns,
but he knew she was somewhere, perhaps behind a tenement window
or poking around in a dunghill for an exotic ingredient for
some spell or another. Of the ways of sorceresses, he knew
only that they were always doing something eccentric. Because
of this prejudice, he nearly passed by the old Dunmer woman
having a drink from a well. It was too prosaic, but he knew
from the look of her that she was Seryne Relas, the great
"I have gold for you," he said to
her back. "If you will teach me the secret of breathing
She turned around, a wide wet grin stretched
across her weathered features. "I ain't breathing it,
boy. I'm just having a drink."
"Don't mock me," he said, stiffly.
"Either you're Seryne Relas and you will teach me the
spell of breathing water, or you aren't. Those are the only
"If you're going to learn to breathe
water, you're going to have to learn there are more possibilities
than that, boy. The School of Alteration is all about possibilities,
changing patterns, making things be what they could be. Maybe
I ain't Seryne Relas, but I can teach how to breathe water,"
she wiped her mouth dry. "Or maybe I am Seryne Relas
and I won't. Or maybe I can teach you to breath water, but
you can't learn."
"I'll learn," he said, simply.
"Why don't you just buy yourself a spell
of water breathing or a potion over at the Mages Guild?"
she asked. "That's how it's generally done."
"They're not powerful enough," he
said. "I need to be underwater for a long time. I'm willing
to pay whatever you ask, but I don't want any questions. I
was told you could teach me."
"What's your name, boy?"
"That's a question," he replied.
His name was Tharien Winloth, but in the wharfs, they called
him the Tollman. His job, such as it was, was collecting a
percentage of the loot from the smugglers when they came into
harbor to bring to his boss in the Camonna Tong. From that
percentage, he earned a smaller percentage. In the end it
was very small indeed. He had scarcely any gold of his own,
and what he had, he gave to Seryne Relas.
The lessons began that very day. The sorceress
brought her pupil out to a low sandbank along the sea.
"I will teach you a powerful spell for breathing water,
boy," she said. "But you must become a master of
it. As with all spells and all skills, the more you practice,
the better you get. Even that ain't enough. To achieve true
mastery, you must understand what it is you're doing. It ain't
simply enough to perform a perfect thrust of a blade -- you
must also know what you are doing and why."
"That's common sense," said Tharien
"Yes, it is," said Seryne, closing
her eyes. "But the spells of Alteration are all about
uncommon sense. The infinite possibilities, breaking the sky,
swallowing space, dancing with time, setting ice on fire,
believing the unreal may become real. You must learn the rules
of the cosmos and break them."
"That sounds ... very difficult,"
replied Tharien, trying to keep a straight face.
Seryne pointed to the small silver fish darting
along the water's edge: "They don't find it so. They
breath water just fine."
"But that's not magic."
"What I'm saying to you, boy, is that
For several weeks, Seryne drilled her student,
and the more he understood about what he was doing and the
more he practiced, the longer he could breath underwater.
When he found that he could cast the spell for as long as
he needed, he thanked the sorceress and bade her farewell.
"There is one last lesson I have to teach
you," she said. "You must learn that desire is not
enough. The world will end your spell no matter how good you
are, and no matter how much you want it."
"That's a lesson I'm happy not to learn,"
he said, and left at once for the short journey back to the
wharfs of Tear.
The wharfs were much the same, with all the
same smells, the same sounds, and the same characters. He
learned from his mates that the Boss found a new Tollman.
They were still looking out for the smuggler ship Morodrung,
but they had given up hope of ever seeing it. Tharien knew
they would not. He saw it sink in the bay weeks ago. On a
moonless night, he cast his spell and dove into the thrashing
purple waves. He kept his mind on the world of possibilities,
that books could sing, that green was blue, that that water
was air, that every stroke and kick brought him closer to
a sunken ship filled with treasure. He felt magicka surge
all around him as he pushed his way deeper down. Ahead he
saw a ghostly shadow of the Morodrung, its mast billowing
in a wind of deep-water currents. He also felt his spell begin
to fade. He could break reality long enough to breath water
all the way back up to the surface, but not enough to reach
The next night, he dove again, and this time,
the spell was stronger. He could see the vessel in detail,
clouded over and dusted in sediment. He saw the wound in its
hull where it struck the rocks. A glint of gold beckoned from
within. But he felt reality closing in, and he had to surface.
The third night, he made it into the steerage,
past the bloated corpses of the sailors, nibbled and picked
apart by fish. Their glassy eyes bulging, their mouths stretched
open. Had they only known the spell, he thought briefly, but
his mind was more occupied by the gold scattered along the floor
that spilled from broken chests and sacks. He considered scooping
as much he could carry into his pockets, but a sturdy iron box
seemed to bespeak more treasures.
On the wall was a row of keys. He took each
down and tried it on the locked box, but none opened it. One
key, however, was missing. Tharien looked around the room.
Where could it be? His eyes went to the corpse of one of the
sailors, floating in a dance of death not far from the box,
his hands tightly clutching something. It was a key. When
the ship had begun to sink, this sailor had evidently gone
for the iron box. Whatever was in it had to be very valuable.
Tharien took the sailor's key and opened the
box. It was filled with broken glass. He rummaged around until
he felt something solid, and pulled out two flasks of some
kind of wine. He smiled as he considered the foolishness of
the poor alcoholic. This was what was important to the sailor,
out of all the treasure in the Morodrung.
Then, suddenly, Tharien Winloth felt reality.
He had not been paying attention to the grim,
tireless advance of the world on his spell. It was fading
away, his ability to breath water. There was no time to surface.
There was no time to do anything. As he sucked in, his lungs
filled with cold, briney water.
A few days later, the smugglers working on
the wharf came upon the drowned body of the former Tollman.
Finding a body in the water in Tear was not in itself noteworthy,
but the subject that they discussed over many bottles of flin
was how it could happen that he drowned with two potions of
water breathing in his hands?
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